waiting.

Hello little e-space window.

I can't wait to sit here and look out.

I guess you have figured out by now

that I do a lot of dreaming out here.

My husband thinks I am sleeping

but in reality,

I am visualizing

how I want to place 

the furniture.

And what color

I want each room to be.

When he sees me

sitting with my eyes closed

he assumes that

I have nothing to do

and that it would

be a good time

to ask me

where I want the light switches

in each room.

He is so very wrong.

But, he is stressing right now.

He is stressing about the wiring.

He is stressing 

about the fireplace

(aka we need to draw up the picture with exact sizes

so that the builder can build it.)

He is stressing about the roof.

It's still not done.

He is stressing about the soffits and eaves.

They are still not done.

And they have to be done before the roof can get finished.

He stressing because yesterday

the builder casually mentioned pulling

off some of the guys to go work on some roofs elsewhere.

And laying off some of the rest of them.

He is stressing because

he can't find the boat battery

and we are going to the lake this weekend.

arggh!

This is an emergency!

We really need to go to the lake

this weekend.

My husband needs to walk away from the house 

for a little while

and cruise up the lake

very fast.

So, until those builders

get busy and finish something,

I am going to sit and gaze out of my little window

and think about color.

Fireweed.

Basket Beige.

Macadamia.

Breezy.

 

Hello window.